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participant in the shibir (camp) said, "At the start of the preksha- dhyana
session, it was said, 'perceive the soul through the soul.' I was delighted at
the prospect of perceiving the soul, thus realising a long cherished dream. Man
has in him an immortal longing to perceive the soul. Every individual wants to
see it; every individual wants to find God. He wants to see God with open eyes,
face to face. It therefore felt thrilling to know that I was going to meet my
soul at last. Yet, the dhyana began with an exhortation to 'perceive your breathing'.
I felt disappointed. I came here to perceive the soul and I was being led only
to become aware of my breathing. A cherished dream seemed to disintegrate. Perception
of the soul and perception of breathing seemed far apart! I wonder if perception
of breathing was the be-all and the end-all of the shibir-experiment. If so, why
should one come to participate in the shibir at all? Breathing is an involuntary
thing a reflex action; it goes on day in and day out, while at home or
in the office, while asleep, sitting or standing. One could perceive breathing
anywhere. Why take the trouble to come to the shibir for that? And why then did
the session start with the exhortation, `Perceive the soul through the soul!'
Logic is logic. Every argument leads to counter-argument; a weak plea opposed
by a stronger one. However strong a contention may be, it could be refuted by
a still more powerful contention. Every argument has its contrary. At first, it
looks as if a particular argument is irrefutable. But there is no such thing as
an irrefutable argument. Only direct experience is irrefutable. Logic is never
so. Logic is the play of intelligence. Whatever relates to the intellect can never
be irrefutable. On the other hand, experience is related to consciousness and
it takes upon itself an aspect of the eternal truth. Logic is not so invested.
I was not caught in logic and I was not so caught because only yesterday
my preceptor told me, "No one ever got to truth through logic. Argument never
led to the supreme." So I was not perplexed. I heard what the participant
had to say and kept silent for a moment. Then I said, Brother! I do not want to
refute your argument by presenting you with a counter argument. I only wish to
relate a tale. An argument is dull and dry, but a story makes interesting reading.
Why drag in dullness in a fascinating tale. The doubt in your mind arose because
you are not acquainted with the law. If you knew the law, the problem would not
have arisen. As long as we do not know the law, everything becomes a problem.
A man was on the run. Behind him ran a dog. The man was fleeing in fear of
the dog. So, we have a man running ahead, followed by the dog. Why are they running?
One could rightly answer this question only after one has grasped the rule. The
man is running because of fear. In the moment of fear, the man's adrenal gives
out larger secretions. The dog smells the adrenal from afar, and runs after it.
The dog chases not the man, but the smell. If the man should abandon fear and
suddenly confront the dog, the dog would lose the smell and automatically come
to a halt. The fleeing man makes the dog chase him. Attracted by the smell, the
dog cannot help chasing the man.Man does not know how to keep still. That is why
he is followed by many a phantom. If he learns how to stand still, no one would
chase him. If he stands still, those following him would also halt. But we do
not know the law. A verse from Dashvakalik Agam reads: "Exercise restraint
of hand, of foot, of tongue. " The meaning is quite obvious. Yet, when one
knows the law, one finds this verse to be full of profound and hidden significances.
The directions given therein are very important. One of the laws contained in
this verse has already been discussed at length in my book entitled, "Aura".
Today, I should like to dwell on another aspect. The verse refers to
three things, restraint of hand, restraint of foot, and restraint of tongue. Through
exercising these restraints, one could acquire full mastery over one's senses.
The question arises, how? The restraint of hand results in victory over the sense
of touch. All the senses are interlinked. An acquaintance with the law governing
their relationship makes it easier to conquer them. The masters of Ayurved have
written: If the eye aches, massage with oil the toes of the foot; it would instantly
relieve the eye." How strange! One might say. Can one conceive a relationship
between the camel and the donkey? Similarly, it is difficult to conceive of a
relation between the eye and the foot. And yet, there is a relation. The eyes
and the feet are both related to the fire-element, the sense organ of which is
the eye, and the action organ of which is the foot. The laws governing the two
are interdependent. When you know the fundamental principle, the relation between
the eye and the foot excites no surprise. When we walk in the hot sun, our feet
get hot, and the eyes get hot too. When the eyes are swollen, keeping the feet
in cold water affords relief. The fire-element has skin as its sense organ and
the hand as its action organ. So, the hand and the skin ate interrelated. Exercising
restraint over the hand, results in control over the sense of touch. Thus, an
important fact stands revealed. And there are easier ways of achieving mastery
over the other senses. Shut the eye, and you will see no more. Block
the ear with your finger, you cease hearing Push a flock of cotton in your nostrils,
you stop smelling. But how to achieve control over the sense of touch? No easy
means could be found. It was an intricate problem. But the very first direction
in the maxim, "Exercise restraint 6f hand, offers an effective resolution
of the problem. Restraint of hand leads to mastery over the sense of touch. By
moderating the movement of the hand, the electricity thereof can be directed inwards
and this would result in victory over the sense of touch. The air-element is related
to the sense of touch and it is also related to our hands. For those
troubled by the wind, making them more and more restless during the meditation
session, a special posture is prescribed for controlling the air element. The
sadhak is advised to sit in Padma Asana, placing his little fingers at the lowermost
thumb-joints. Keeping this posture for some time helps mitigate the fury of the
air-element. Moderation of foot results in control over the eye. The restraint
of the tongue restrains hearing; both are connected with the element of space,
which has the ear as its sense organ, and the tongue as its action-organ.
When we are acquainted with all these laws, the verse in question seems to
embody highly significant truths. in the absence of such knowledge, the exhortations
in the couplet appear to be rather trivial. Exercise restraint of the hand! What
kind of restraint? Shall we not move the hand at all? We are not slapping anybody,
are we? What more is required? Exercise restraint of the foot! Well, we are not
kicking anyone, are we? Then what kind of restraint? When we are not acquainted
with the law, many problems arise. When we know the law, all problems dissolve
by themselves. I then said to the camper who was interested in perceiving his
soul but who was disappointed at the adjuration to perceive his breathing, "You
are raising this question because you do not understand the law. If you come to
know the law, the problem would not arise." |