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A
student said, I want to change some of my habits. Is it possible?
I said, There is nothing in this world which may be said to be absolutely
possible or impossible. Both statements are relative: everything is possible and
everything may not be possible.
He said, Tell me if it is possible
for me.
I asked, How many days do you wish to stay here?
He said, I have half an hour's time - I can't spare any more.
I said, Then it is altogether impossible. It is not a matter of intellectual
gymnastics. A question is asked; an answer is given; the problem is resolved or
the debate carried further, endlessly. If you seek a resolution of your problem
on the merely intellectual level, I would say it is impossible. However, if you
can find time to do some experimentation, if you seek a practical solution to
your problems, then it is quite possible.
At present the intellect
occupies the chief role in life. We have given it such extraordinary importance
that we feel that nothing is greater in the world than the intellect. Actually,
the intellect is not very important; at least not as important as we think it
to be. When something of greater significance is supplanted by that of lesser
significance, it gives rise to a number of problems. If we analyse the present-day
situation, we shall find that many of our problems arise because we give too much
importance to the intellect.
Today's man wants to achieve inner harmony
on the intellectual level. It is again on that level that he wants to develop
his powers of memory and concentration. What can take place only on the practical.
experiential level. can never be effected at the intellectual level. It is altogether
impossible. The function of the intellect is to analyse, to choose, to argue and
to doubt. Any exercise of the intellect begins with doubt: Why is this going on?
What makes you say this? What is the secret? Where there is reason, doubt is bound
to arise. The intellect must doubt - that is its function. If a politician does
not question the statement of the man before him, he is not considered to be a
skilful politician. Indeed, he cannot be a very proficient diplomat. The proficiency
of a diplomat lies in this that he doubts each and everything and does not trust
anybody and is able to convince the public that his opponent's claims are all
without any foundation, sheer lies. The word trust is not to be found
in a diplomat's dictionary.
The father said to his son. Child, go
up and stand on the raised platform. The child merrily ascended the steps
and stood there. The father said. "Son, jump off the platform; I'll catch
you in my arms. The son said. Father. if I hit the ground, I shall
be hurt. I am afraid to jump. The father said. 0 son. have no fear.
I shan't let you fall upon the ground. I shall catch you in my arms. So don't
be afraid. As the child bounced off the platform, the father withdrew
his arms. The child fell upon the ground with a thud. He was hurt, though not
seriously. The child cried, What's this father? Why did you withdraw your
arms?. The father replied, I wanted to teach you an important truth.
I wanted to tell you, that the world we live in, is a queer world, where a child
cannot trust even his own father.
What counts most in our world
is practical behaviour. Here is a world dominated by the intellect where it becomes
necessary to learn the lesson that one cannot even trust one's father here. It
is the function of the intellect to question everything. Doubt leads to argumentation.
Neither doubt nor argument is to be disprized. Since we live in an intellect-dominated
world, we cannot do without doubt. If we cease questioning, we might be in a for
a ride. And without logic. we might continue in illusion. So logic is necessary.
With the help of logic man can resolve many problems. Courts of justice are all
founded on logic; without it they would cease to exist. Whoever proffers a stronger
argument, wins his suit even if it is false, and the man whose argument is weak,
loses his case even if it is true. Logic is the basis on which law courts function.
If there were no logic, the courts would be wound up. The existence of various
sects derives its justification from logic. Whether there is a soul or not - the
whole controversy is founded on argument. For thousands of years reasons have
been advanced to establish the existence of the soul; and reasons have not been
wanting to establish the contrary. One group has dedicated itself to prove the
existence of the soul; another, with no less faith and heroism, is engaged in
disproving it. It has been going on for a long time and in the sphere of the intellect
it would go on still till the end of time. Without the help of logic, the sects
cannot maintain their separate entities. Conflict and war are justified by argument.
Conflict is inevitable. There is no society without conflict. War provides work
even for the worthless. All the good-for-nothings find employment in war. A great
number of people owe their livelihood to war and conflict. It becomes their profession
to create bad blood between two individuals and nations. Some people say, conflict
between the two can be ended, but the intermediaries do not want it to end. If
conflict is ended, they would lose their means of livelihood ! Thousands of lawyers
would be rendered idle. Logic sanctifies conflict and war.
The playground
of intellect is very extensive. The number of players that collect on this playground
is a thousand times more than those that collect for the Olympics.
There
is the guru and there is the disciple. The disciple belongs to the guru . To belong
to the guru is his greatest belonging. A man contradicts his parents and his wife,
but he would not contradict his guru. The guru is his God. The guru has been called
Brahma, Vishnu and Bhagwan, and by innumerable sacred names. Under the circumstances,
how can the guru's word be repudiated? However, when logic prevails, even the
guru's word is no longer sacrosanct, and man does not hesitate to reject even
that.
A guru and a disciple had retired for the night. The rainy season
was in full swing. The guru turned towards the disciple and said, Please
go out and see if it is still raining. The disciple was a lazy person. He
did not want to get up. He took refuge in logic and said, Master, this dog
here has just come from outside. You just feel his body with your hand. If it
is wet, then it must be raining, if it is dry, the rain must have stopped. It
is quite simple, isn't it?
After some time the guru said, Pupil!
The night is far gone! I'm unable to sleep. The light from the lamp is falling
directly upon my face. Please get up and extinguish the lamp. The disciple
answered, Respected Sir! Why extinguish the lamp at all? Why don't you cover
your face with a piece of cloth? The light wouldn't trouble you then, and you
will be able to sleep.
Some time elapsed. A strong wind began to
blow. The guru said, Disciple! Get up and shut the door. I am shivering
because of the cold. The disciple, without moving in his bed, answered,
Gurudev! I'm far from the door. You are very near. Why don't you kick the
door shut? The guru did so. But the wind once again forced the door open.
Thereupon the guru said, Disciple, get up and bolt the door! Thereupon
the disciple lost his patience and snapped back, Sir, I've performed three
jobs already, why can't you attend to this one yourself?
When logic
supervenes, even the guru-disciple relationship stands vitiated. It is a tremendous
problem. If we observe our lives, we shall find that logic is a great impediment.
Argument leads nowhere. On the contrary, where there is argument, the problem
becomes more confounded. Logic might help resolve five per cent of our problems,
but in ninety-five cases out of one hundred, the problem becomes more and more
complicated - a silken knot which cannot be unravelled.
So I said to my
questioner, If you want to accomplish your aim through mere reasoning, it
is impossible. But if you are willing to experiment on the experiential level,
it is quite possible.
A man wants to change himself, to reform himself,
to develop his capacities to the full. But all this is not possible without practical
work. A life given to dhyana is a life of application. Mere intellectual understanding
is of no avail. Those who gained an insight into dhyana, have done so through
intimate experience, not on the basis of knowledge or intellectual discussion.
As a woman-camper just said, I never imagined that such a blissful life
was possible, that there was an immensely joyful aspect to living. But I experimented
and have now had a direct experience of it. I should like to pose the question
if this direct experience could be possible through mere intellectual discussion.
Another camper observed, I never thought that such a restless mind
as mine could ever achieve concentration. But it has happened.
Now,
can logic ever unfold the door to this bliss? Never! bliss can only be directly
experienced through practical work on oneself.
Entry into the world of
direct experience furnishes the greatest means of achieving self-reformation,
the transformation of the individual and the change of habits. This experiential
world is the world of dhyana and the world of dhyana is the world of experiencing.
We may also discuss how a man suffers deterioration, and how he may reform
himself. The causes of deterioration lie within; so do the means of reformation.
A man is good or bad because of inward compulsions. The outward circumstances
are not so important. We shall have to delve deep into ourselves to discover the
influences at work. There are many glands in the body , which are highly effective
in making or marring a man. A physician knows what role these glands play in the
creation or destruction of individuality. He is well-acquainted with the importance
of the nervous system. Without paying full attention to all this, a radical transformation
is just not possible.
Here is something that transpired in Rome. A 10-year
old boy became a criminal. To commit crimes grew to be his second nature. For
50 years he committed a number of crimes, was sent to jail 40 times. He suffered
great hardships, but could not abandon crime. His criminal proclivity became the
subject of research and scientific investigation. He was interrogated. One of
the scientists asked, Were you ever hurt in an accident? He said,
Yes, once I had an accident which caused an injury near the temple.
The investigator got his temple X-rayed. This revealed some obstruction in one
of the temple-nerves. An operation was performed. A particle of glass was found
in the nerve. It was this obstruction which had excited his criminal fancy and
he was impelled to commit some crime or the other. After the glass-particle was
extracted, the criminal proclivity disappeared altogether, and he became a part
of the normal civilized world.
The temporal lobe is an important part of
our body. The centres of memory all lie near the temple. One who understands the
structure of the temple, can develop his memory to the maximum.
The discovery
of one's inner self results in complete elimination of crime.
Nowadays,
the patient is told, You get yourself psychoanalysed. The criminal
is told to visit a psychiatrist so as to discover the root cause of his criminal
proclivity. Indeed, psychological research is spiritual research; it is the discovery
of one's inner self. The psychologist gives greater importance to what happens
inside than to outer events.
In the Western world, medical examination
for certain diseases is accompanied by psychological analysis of the patients.
Many diseases are not physical, but psychological However, since these maladies
manifest themselves in the shape of bodily disturbances, they are treated as physical
diseases, and their treatment is also conducted on that basis. However, the
treatment is never successful. The disease is not cured. Only psychological treatment
offers relief.
The process of dhyana is a process of inner investigation.
When the sadhak engaged in body-perception concentrates on each and every part
from head to foot, he goes deep into himself. He is not engaged in research of
outside phenomena; he is concerned with what goes on inside. At that time, the
flow of the vital force is so strong as to dissolve all obstructions in various
parts of the body. Unbalanced vital force regains equilibrium; the flow of electricity
is regulated. All obstructions in the centres of consciousness are wiped away.
One man is involved in physical labour, the other in mental work. A third
is a philosopher engaged in solving the riddle of creation, a fourth, a scientist
who is always thinking of making new inventions. All these four kinds of men experience
fatigue; they grow tense. It is not true that only destructive thinking produces
tension; constructive thinking, too, produces it. The fatigue of strain experienced
by a labourer is not different from that experienced by a philosopher involved
in the philosophical aspect of things, or by a scientist mainly concerned with
the scientific aspect. The philosopher and the scientist are not free from tension.
Because ultimately all activity tires the physical organism. If a man labours
too much and does not rest, his adrenal cortex is affected, gives out larger secretions
of hormones which, mingling with the blood, produce tiredness. As the adrenal
cortex becomes more activated, the thymus gland gets constricted. The thymus gland
is located near the chest, and anand-kendra ( the centre of joy) is probably connected
with it. The functioning of the thymus gland is very important, but it suffers
constriction as a result of the increased activity of the adrenal cortex. The
unusual activity of one organ affects the working of other organs and the equilibrium
is disturbed. The body, in its normal state, is in perfect equilibrium, all parts
harmoniously coordinating with one another. A man is injured. The whole energy
of the adrenal gland is directed towards making up the loss caused by the injury.
The whole organism is constrained to adapt itself to the crisis causing diversion
of blood.
Dhyana has great importance in maintaining the energy equilibrium,
the equilibrium of the vital force, and the equilibrium of electricity in
the body. If a proper balance is maintained the individual can reform himself;
habits change. The glandular secretions play a great role in the transformation
of habits. If the glandular flow is regular, the habits begin to change themselves.
Dhyana is a laboratory for bringing about integration of personality through
inner harmony.
Acharya Sri gave a direction, Let the individual transform
himself Nowadays, the slogan is: "Reform society!" The latter
voice quite ignores the individual factor. It cannot be the voice of spiritual
science. It believes in bringing about a change in society through violence, through
rigid discipline; it aims at subjugating the individual. And yet, despite rigorous
controls, the individual has not changed. After 20, 30, 50 years of discipline,
he has not moved forward an inch. Even today he is as avaricious as before. In
spite of dictatorship and stern laws, man continues to be corrupt, indulging in
smuggling and other evils. People in communist countries are once again wondering
as to how, despite rigorous controls, man has not undergone a transformation.
The fact that man has not changed at all is now generally admitted, even at the
official level.
The voice of spiritual science is much more profound.
This voice sings of social revolution through individual transformation.
The individual can reform himself; his heart can change. And spiritual science
furnishes the sole means of effecting this transformation. Save that, there is
no other way.
A friend said, "I came here, and did sadhna. Now I
feel all the members of my family should attend such shivirs." On being asked
why, he said, If all the members of my family are reformed, my life would
be far more peaceful and joyous. This is true. When an individual is reformed
and feels that his habits have changed, his passions abated, he would certainly
want his wife, his son, and other members of his family to follow suit. First-hand
experience of seIf-mutation makes an individual want to see his whole family transformed,
because lasting peace and stability at home can only be maintained when all members
of the family are wide-awake.
Dhyana is a powerful means of bringing about
a complete change of habits. The flame of wisdom ignited by the Tulsi Adhyatalna
Nidam serves as an effective means of changing habits. The sadhaks come, do sadhna,
and find themselves transformed.
Nowadays, even the great psychologists
experience difficulty in effecting a change of habits. They have certainly succeeded
in bringing about some chemical changes through various drugs, but their success
is not complete. For there is a limit to the effect of drugs, and no drugs can
ever bring about a lasting transformation. Only when the inner self is transformed,
and there is a change in the quality of the glandular secretions and corresponding
bio-chemical changes in the body, does a genuine reformation take place.
If
through experiments on the impact of emotion, through the development of concentration,
through investigations into the working of the vital force, through the observation
of mental processes, through breath-perception, body-perception and the perception
of the psychic centres, we can ourselves bring about a change in the chemistry
of the body, we need no drug whatsoever.
A participant in the s hivir
told me that he had spent about Rs. 50,000/ - to get rid of his trouble. He was
suffering from insomnia. All his attempts to procure sleep without taking some
soporific ended in failure. He heard about the miracles wrought in. shivirs, came
to know about direct experiences of various people, and decided to attend a shivir.
After attending one, he now felt that he would need a soporific no more. During
the duration of the shivir, he had had sound sleep every night without taking
a pill.
Only this morning Acharyavar said that a guru's task consists
in this that he helps his pupils to achieve a direct experience. If the pupil's
intelligence is awakened for once, he would require no further prompting.
"Let
the individual reform himself!" is a powerful dictum. The day the process
of individual reformation starts, the process of social reformation would automatically
begin; the two go together.
It is incumbent on us all to zealously propagate
the ideal of 'individual reformation'. The present means of communication are
very extensive. Given a project, adequate experience and right intelligence, much
can be accomplished; without these three nothing can be done.
The dictum
of 'individual reformation' was enunciated along with anuvrat. On the day the
anuvrat movement was launched, this dictum gained greater momentum. Our objective
is: 'Social revolution through individual transformation. But we have no
quarrel whatsoever with the social reformers. We are, not in opposition to the
communists and the socialists. They want to reform society; and so do we. Only
our technique is different. They want to attack the problem of social reformation
directly without any reference to the individual. The spiritualists, on the other
hand, want to bring about a revolution in society through the transformation of
the individuals composing it. The future will tell which technique is right. A
correct analysis of the fact would reveal the truth that no social reformation
is ever possible without first effecting a change in the individual. A comment
in a report of the Communist Party reads; Even after decades of concentrated
endeavour, it appears that the individual has not changed. Individual ownership
had been liquidated in the communist countries, but now it seems to have been
partly revived. In the communist system where one could not imagine any possibility
of corruption before, embezzlements of crores of roubles have come to light. It
is not known how many people were hanged, how many put to death. However, merely
hanging criminals does not automatically put an end to crime. The necessity of
an inner transformation in the individual is now once again being actively debated
in the communist system.
Two hundred years ago, Acharya Bhikshu enunciated
a important doctrine to the effect that there can be no religion without a change
of heart. Today, this significant truth is universally acknowledged. There can
be no religion without change of heart. Also, without a fundamental heart-change,
there can be no reformation of society. When these truths become self-evident,
spirituality will shine brightly arid man will be happy and consequently society
would flourish. With a flourishing society, the nation would become prosperous
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